tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23640420.post-22021773421611657892007-04-16T04:37:00.000-04:002007-04-16T05:21:38.456-04:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_SBNOHMhrkjU/RiM9pwY0cvI/AAAAAAAAAOg/b4EUZY4cTqM/s1600-h/bum.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_SBNOHMhrkjU/RiM9pwY0cvI/AAAAAAAAAOg/b4EUZY4cTqM/s200/bum.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5053950994412761842" border="0" /></a>I never thought I would post this picture to my blog, but somebody asked - and I <span style="font-style: italic;">had</span> given the green light to questions.<br /><br />Anna wondered:<br /><br />"What is there now where your anus used to be? Is it, like, stitched up or something?"<br /><br />Pictures are worth a thousand words, right?<br /><br />but even so, I still have more to say about this. I was cut up my ass crack, and my anus and rectum were completely removed. there was an open wound there after the surgery, and it took about a year for it to heal from the inside out.<br /><br />Sex was a bit scary for the first few years after the surgery because a penis can (and did a couple times) slip out of my vag and ram into where my anus was. Of course, my nightmare of it actually tearing the wound open again never happened, but I was <span style="font-weight: bold;">so</span> scared of that.<br /><br />Not anymore though. It's sealed SHUT and mostly with scar tissue.~mypinkbutton~http://www.blogger.com/profile/04181089087985770525noreply@blogger.com